oh how I love the Masculine

oh, how I love the Masculine, I love it within myself. I love it in women, I love it in men. Today’s yoga practice was with a (little too gorgeous) ‘Shiva’ yoga teacher. He emphasized a lot on resistance, a very serving subject I use in my trainings...

I am not Spiritual enough

today I had a good cry. I realized that for years could net get in contact with my boundaries. It became clear after working in a ‘conscious community’ where everything is supposed to be an expression of love, I felt lost. I could not fit in. I wanted to...

the path of destruction

a question from a participant in my training: ‘what is a true tantra teacher? and what about my boundaries?’ People who look for spirituality or tantra THINK that the path of spirituality is very rosy, cosy, colorful and loving. WRONG. The path of true...

Addicted to Tantra

Last Sunday I made an attempt to explain what Shakti Tantra is. I always find that super difficult and vulnerable because that knowledge cannot really be transferred from head to head. And I see a new light on this topic every day, which has now become my life. I have...